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Ra'mona Marie ... Psychic  Intuitive         Life Coach - Advanced Certified Hypnotist

Actual Transcript of Mediumship Session - Reading for Jenny & her brother Patrich:

Preliminary information by Jenny: The following is a psychic reading I had done by a lady who is an empath or clairvoyant. She was referred to me by a couple different people after my brother had died. Her name is Ra'mona. I had never had a reading done before, this was a first for me.

She works in conjunction with her spirit guide named Mos'eeb. Ra'mona goes into a self induced trance or hypnotic state to do readings. She seems to be asleep but talking while doing a reading. I told Ra'mona nothing other than my name and that I needed a reading. She does past-life readings as well. (Ra'mona no longer does private readings) (Last names have been removed for privacy.)

I had asked her during our initial phone conversation if I needed to bring anything of my brother's. She said no, not to bring anything but you, I assumed that she thought I wanted a past-life reading. So I brought some of my brothers things with me: his wallet, his tray, and I wore one of his shirts. I didn't know if they were needed, but I brought them just in case.

When I sat down for the reading, I told Ra'mona that my brother was found dead in his home. That I have many questions, but no answers. That was all that I told her. I wanted to see what she could tell me. I was skeptical.

Luckily, Ra'mona taped the whole thing. I listen to the tape and get something new from it every single time! She recommended that I transcribe the cassette recording she made of the reading she did for me for even more clarity or legibility. This is this actual transcript I made of that reading.

Mos'eeb - First we need your entire name, including your middle name.

Jenny - Jennifer Lyn -----.

Mos'eeb - My name is Mos'eeb.  I am the one Ra'mona or she is referred to as Ra'  frequently in our reality.  That I am her spiritual guide or guardian angel.  Guardian angel seems highly unlikely, as we guides are also evolving spirits as well.  I am privy to all of her conversations through her lifes.  So, I did indeed overhear your circumstances.  That if you would give us an address and name of your brother - that we will lock in on these.  If you have other information's to aid us in seeking these information's, these, too, would be beneficial.

Jenny - His name is Patrick Anthony -----.  I believe his address is  -----.

Mos'eeb  His entire name again.

Jenny -  Patrick Anthony -----.

Mos'eeb -  Patrick Anthony?  What type of information's are you wanting on your brother, this individual?

Jenny -  Wanting to know if he died alone or if someone was with him when he died.

Mos'eeb -  We see that he has indeed crossed over.  We see that currently he is still quite emotionally upset.  We see that the entire scenario to have completely caught him off guard.  We see that there are to have been drugs involved.  We see there to have been a, it feels in actuality that there were two individuals in the presence when he um...  We see that there was too much drugs. 

We see it to have been a form what's known as crank or crystal, something similar.  We see both a man and a woman in the room, both of these individuals were friends or people that he was fairly familiar with.  We see that these frequently would do drugs together.  We see that they were experimenting or trying something new.  Do not see the content or the specific of the drug.  We see that it had a similar effect though to...very narcotic, as well as debilitating to the nervous system.  We see this to have effected his central nervous system. 

We see this to be the equivalent of an overdose.  We see there to have been also some involvement financially between these individuals.   We see one individual in the room, the male to have owed this one Patrick an amount of money.  We see corroboration or the attempt in creating a new drug.  We see the drug to have not really been tested.  This affecting the central nervous system.  We see it to have caused an overdose reaction.  We see this one to have had very similar to jerking spasms to have been brought about by the injection of the drug.  We see this one to have been injected in a vein somewhere on the abdomen. 

We see the people involved to have been there for part of the time, then to have left. They were not aware of the severity of the overdose. We see them fearing & becoming fearful at the reactions this individual Patrick was manifesting.  We see these withdrawing or leaving.  Both individuals left at the same time.  These also had come together or came at the same time.  Drugs to have come with them & left with them.

Mos'eeb - Questions?

Jenny -  Did they take anything besides drugs when they left?

Mos'eeb -  Yes, there were several items that were taken.  We see at the time these left, they were fearful of his level of overdose.  They took other drugs, as well as some cash and what seems to be a handgun.  We see again, that these people were not in the room per se.  But we see that they were fearful.  And we see in one of the individuals an almost hopeful sense that the one Patrick would overdose.  We see that individual to have owed him (Patrick) monies.  We see that it was not an intentional intent to have come & caused an overdose, but in the outcome it was convenient in his behalf.  We see that again to have been a male.

Mos'eeb - Questions?

Jenny -  Do you know if the individuals name was Manny?

Mos'eeb -  Do you know the individuals last name?  It feels right, but it is hard for us to specifically lock into that individual without a last name.

Jenny -  I really don't know Manny's last name.  I know that he was of Hispanic descent & his girlfriend was a neighbor of Patrick's.

Mos'eeb -  Yes, we see that they left, they went back to the girlfriend's house, the female's house.  We see that most of the money taken is now gone.  We see that the gun to still be in their possession.  We see that the gun is actually registered to Patrick.

Mos'eeb - Questions?

Jenny -  Did Patrick suffer or did he die immediately?

Mos'eeb -  He wishes to speak to you… wait momentarily.

Patrick - I can't believe that you're actually here and I'm getting the opportunity to talk to you.  I can't tell you how sorry I am, at how grieved I am at all of your grieving over my loss or my death.  I did suffer to some degree, but not for long.  I had kind of like spasms, nervous reactions, jerking of the body, but this was not all, this lasted for maybe a half an hour at the very most.  At a certain point I seemed to have lost consciousness even though my body was continuing to jerk - that I was mildly aware of it.  At that point I think I was outside of my body. 

That I was able to witness or see much.  I was already outside of my body in the room with Manny.  That they didn't intentionally mean to cause the overdose.  That it was simply mixed too strong.  We were experimenting with cutting a drug that...he still has my gun.  That, I think it is the only real link between him and I.  And he did owe me money.  That we were still on mostly friendly terms.  That there was dissension between us. 

I cannot tell you how odd it feels where I am now.  I am very upset over the whole circumstance.  I am very upset at my loss of life and the loss of connecting with all of my family:  to you, to everyone.

I'm thoroughly disgusted with myself and my involvements, my patterns.  I'm so grieved that I have caused so much grief and unrest.  That I would like to see him, that little squirmy bastard caught for his own actions.  That he was simply taking in an underhanded fashion; making best of a poor circumstance.  That I was the one at fault.  I overdosed myself; but they could have called the emergency number or called for an ambulance, or done something before they left. 

But it seems like it was just convenient for him to leave and leave me in this mess or status.  That I was not in any shape to fight or call.  That my nervous reaction, my body jerking, that I had absolutely no control.  That it was just simply spasms, jerking, again a result from the drug. 

That I am so sorry to have caused you grief, the family grief.  That I had no intention of doing that.  But I guess that's not the first time I could have made better choices for myself than I did.  I hope that you can only forgive me.  As I never really intended to cause anybody harm.  I was just kinda' doing my own thing, as always. 

That see if you can, if there's anyway that you can trace the gun back to him.  That I'd love to see you catch the little squirmy fart.  That he always was kind of a slime bag anyway.  That they did leave and go back to her house.  That I did feel them leave and go back.  That they then simply waited for somebody else to find me.  I am so sorry that I cannot convey to you how sorry that I actually am.  It brings tears to me that I've caused so much grief and loss, even my own loss, not just your loss or the other's loss.  So, please, tell everyone that I love them and that I'm sorry for my ills.  I guess I chose the easy way, but the easy way wasn't so easy after all.  Just know that I love you and miss you. 

And that I have been with you all many different moments.  That I can think of you and I'm instantly there.  It's strange here.  I seem to be able to travel just by the essence of thinking about each of you.  That I have been with you momentarily, each and every one of you.  That I am thinking of you, that I am so sorry to have caused this grief.  That I seem to have brought about such negativity in my own behalf over many years.  I guess I could have chosen better.  I just took the easier path, took the low road instead of the high road.  I hope that you'll all think good of me and not think of how troubled I was. 

Just think better of me.  That maybe this will help me in the future, to be able to better myself, no matter where I am at.  They tell me here that the love and support and intent of others in my behalf will help me get where I am going.  I'm not sure these days from moment to moment where I am at.  That it seems to be so instantaneous:  one moment I'm in one place and the next I'm in another place.  So, it is an incredible change from what I was accustomed to.  I'm quite upset by all of this still myself. 

So, I am adapting the same as all of you.  Just know that I love you; that I am still visiting each of you and love and miss each of you.  But the sad thing is now I can't even tell you that I just want to reach out and touch you or hug you.  I seem to talk to you but you simply just don't quite hear.  You feel my presence sometimes and think that I'm there, but you really then just think that you're fantasizing my presence. But I am indeed visiting and telling each of you that I'm sorry to have caused you such grief of loss.  I need to leave now.  Is there anything you wish to tell me before I leave?

Jenny -  I love you, Pat.  Are mom & dad with you?

Patrick -  They come & go.  I have seen them both, but they come & go.

Jenny -  Are you okay?

Patrick -  I'm mostly okay.  I'm still yet very upset, as you can imagine.  I didn't plan on that or was aware that this was going to happen.   So I was there in my house, the next minute I'm here wherever here is.  So, I'm trying to make the best of it and adapt myself.  But, umm, it's rather strange as I said.  I haven't even gotten the grasp yet of how to get from one place to another here. [chuckle]

I'm adapting though and learning to let go of the emotional turmoil. To just let it go and to move beyond it.  They say that this also has to do with my own feelings and choice, on a deeper level spiritually.  The people here talk to me.  There are many people about me. And I'm thankful that I'm not alone in hell someplace.  That I do have what might be likened to friends here and have the support of people.  As well as there are people here who are kind of like angels, but not really angels, they guide me and they're kind to me and talk with me and guide me, umm...teach me, show me things.  They have even been able to show me what's like movies of my life and to show me where, in my path, that I had begun to develop a um..death wish or just negative energies that culminated in this experience.  I'm not just sure that I buy all this yet.  But at least I'm looking and attempting to understand all that has happened. 

It's certainly strange here.  I think that once I adapt:  I'll actually like it here.  I still though feel very emotional and I get upset when I think about my life and my choices have ultimately caused all of you grief and sorrow.  That I am more caught up in your own, each of your own pain, as opposed to mine. I am grieved more at the heart than I could have ever believed.  I did not intentionally create this grief for you, but yet here you are grieving.  That I am so sorry.  I, in many ways, have been detached; I wasn't always that way. 

But just, things weren't seeming to work for me, not in the way that I wanted them to work for me.  So, that just simply makes me angry.  As you well know, sometimes things just didn't work out.   Seems I wasn't ever first in line; always having to fight or bully my way around.  So, but yes, in answer to your question, I am okay.  I am getting along and I'm thankful for all of these other people.  It's just like reality there.  There are, I'll bet, millions if not billions of people here. 

It's just another whole reality here.  The whole thing with heaven & hell is a crock of shit.  It's pretty interesting.  I am so sad though that I have caused such grief for all of you.  I didn't mean to shun you by creating such ugly circumstances, to not even allow you to say goodbye to me.  I'm sorry that circumstances ended in that capacity or status.  I wish I had a lot of choices to undo.  They say that I can via another lifetime.  So that is a consideration. 

That (chuckle) I'm also told that at any point I choose...so, in essence, how about having another baby.  Maybe I could be it.  I would like that.  I always felt that you nurtured me and loved me so much more than life itself.  You had your moments, but deep down I was always able to feel the love between us. 

I hope that all of you will ease in your grieving and to just trust & know that I am okay.  I am so happy that I've got the opportunity to tell you all that I love you and that I miss you and I'm so sorry to have caused such grief.  Life is hard enough to live without having that type of grief to your daily potion.  I need to leave now.  So, just remember always:  I love you and to take good care of yourselves, to please take better care of yourself than I did ultimately of myself, to allow other people to love you & to nurture you and to touch you.

Jenny -  Do you know what happened to your rings Pat, your wedding ring and mom's wedding ring?

Patrick-  I think that they took them as they....I was already out or beyond consciousness.  But I still felt them, saw them even, riffling about the house.  I'm not really sure of what all they might have taken.  But they were going through drawers and all sorts of things throughout the house.  They had a whole bag full of stuff when they left.  I'm just thoroughly disgusted with myself and Manny.  What a slime ball.  Seize the opportunity, I guess is the name of the game.

Jenny -  Do you know what day it was?

Patrick -   I was on the floor unconscious.  I don't remember really where I was even at.  I remember that my body was jerking around to the point that sometimes I was on the floor, sometimes on the chair or sofa.  But I remember at some point I was then being out of my body & I was in the room where my body was for a long time.  I think it was probably a day, maybe not a day, but for several hours before anybody came by.  For much of that time I was still alive, but unconscious by that time.  Totally passed out but it was like I was dreaming because I was out of my body, but wasn't actually dead.  But I was aware of my body thrashing at times and jerking.  And I was aware of at the same time riffling, riffling through the house, both of them.  They were going through things.  I think she might have taken the rings.  Greedy little pick-pocket. 

Jenny -  Did you have anything hidden in your house, somewhere we wouldn't think to look for it?

Patrick -  I think Manny picked the place clean.  He knew where I tended to stash things.

Jenny -  Do you know if he took your keys?

Patrick -  I'm not sure.  But it makes sense that he would have, in the sense that he was greedy.  He probably took them and no telling what else.  I just was simply...wasn't aware enough at that point to be aware of everything that they were taking.  As I was fading in and fading out.  They seemed to do a thorough riffling through the house.  They were opening drawers, but they were very tidy as they did it.  They were slimy, slime balls, sneaky.  They were aware that I was totally out of it, really in trouble.  That I had OD'ed.

Jenny -  Did you have a will anywhere?

Patrick -  No, I hadn't ever gotten around to doing that.  I had thought about it a long time, but I never ever got around to doing something like that.  Planning for some type of event like that.  But I sure wasn't planning for something like this to occur either.  I thought I had it pretty much under control.  Shows me. I'm rather dumbfounded still at all that has transpired.  But it grieves my heart deeply to see all of you grieving the loss of me in my death now.  How odd that I should even talk about my own death with you.  I thought I would never have the opportunity to really ever talk with you again.  I'm delighted.

Jenny -  Do you know that Jenny, (his ex-wife), always loved you?

Parick -  Yes.

Jenny -  Is there anything that you'd like for Jenny to have?

Patrick -  I don't think there's anything of value left that I would like for any of you to have.  I would have loved for you to have the rings.  They seem to have drifted away at the moment.  What I would like is for you to try to coerce the truth from these folks.  To get what belongings back and there was probably in the vicinity of maybe $1,500 cash that he took.  That's a shame that that's gone now.  It's not a lot, but... I think it would make me happy for all you to simply pick what things of mine that are left that you might like to have.  There's nothing specific that I would like for it to go.  I loved all of you.  I'm just still caught up in my own emotional trauma.  In my awareness that I have caused all of you such grief and cannot now evade that as reality.  As every time I think of you, I find myself there with you and then see you grieving in your heart of my loss. 

Jenny -  Don't be hard on yourself, Pat.  We all love you.   We know you didn't mean to do this. 

Patrick -  I'm not sure where it's at anymore, but a few years ago I, it was not a will, but there was, I think, I wrote it in a notebook; some of my thoughts on my own death and dying and what I would like as a result of that death.  I'm not sure if I even still had it, but it was in a notebook from at most 3 maybe 4 years ago.  I think that I still had it still...  some place.  Dig around it might surface.  I feel sad at the lack of real connection between me and you and a life now that in many ways I feel so detached from.  I am so happy that I have gotten the opportunity to speak with you.  To tell you that I love you and miss you and that I'm leaving now.

Jenny -  I love you.

Patrick -  I love you too.  I am so sorry to have caused all this grief.  I wish that I could undo it.  I'd give anything at this point to undo all the grief and the loss that I have caused.

Jenny -  I don't want you to feel bad, Pat.  None of us do.

Patrick -  I think that responsibility was something I always had a hard time with.  Maybe it was because I was so young, younger.  I'm not really sure, but somehow it has evaded me.  Just know that I love you and that I visit you and that I will continue to do so.  Goodbye for now. 

Mos'eeb -  Do you have anything to ask of I or Ra'?

Jenny -  Do you know of anything I can do to catch these people?  Do you see anything that they left behind that would be considered evidence or anything?

Mos'eeb -  We see that they were actually quite thorough in their withdrawal.  We see the girl to have cleaned up where they had been, cleaning glasses they had been drinking with or beer cans.  We see there to have been a very thorough clean up.  We see that the house was pillaged after they had cleaned up. 

That these had decided that the one Patrick was definitely overdosed.  We see that there was fear of calling 911 for the involvement.  We see that the drugs to have come from this one Manly or um somehow affiliated.  We see there to have been fear of involvement, this initially to have motivated the emotional status of panic. We see then a convenience.  The one Manly seizing the opportunity of it being a convenient situation in many more ways than one. 

We see the monies to have been an impetus, as well as what had been owed to Patrick. As well as these fleecing the house.  We see both individuals to have thoroughly gone through and to have taken many things of value.  We see even the keys, these also being taken in lieu of further gain or entry and additional gain or value.  We see many of these things are still within the girl's house.  We see many of the items coming from Patrick's house to still be in their possession. 

We see both of these individuals not suspect of any suspicion of their involvement, only minorly so.  We see both individuals to be feeling pretty sly in that the cat got away with the mouse.  We see currently with authorities their difficulty in obtaining probability of cause to obtain a search warrant or questioning.  

We see the lab test results will come back with a toxic chemical result.  We see that this will be identified as um drug related, specific drugs.  That these drugs are again are the family or nature very close to crack or something similar as such.  We see it affecting the central nervous system primarily.  We see the one Manly not to have again intentionally to have caused this but to have been quick to seize the opportunity, the state of convenience in both having owed Patrick money, as well as a convenience of fleecing the house & also coming away with more loot as drugs and cash.  We see again, all of the stuff that was taken from the house was taken to the girl's house.

Mos'eeb Questions?

Jenny -  Who do you think would be better to question this Manny, me or the police?  Do you think he would crack under questioning?

Mos'eeb -  You should not involve yourself whatsoever or any of the other family members in the pursuing of this individual.  We see this individual to be quite volatile emotionally as well as paranoid and fearful.  We see, even though, him also being cocky and feeling as if he's gotten away with the entire situation.  That he is completely free of the situation. We see only one way that might gain insight is to find probable cause that would link the police in obtaining a search warrant for the girl's house.  That is the only tangible opportunity currently that might deem in both of their arrests.  And the confession there of the actual circumstances.  Again, these did not intentionally intend to kill or murder the one Patrick.  That it was a accidental status that the one, Manly, turned into a sort of convenience.

Mos'eeb Questions?

Jenny -  Did they arrange Pat's body on the floor or did Pat just fall?

Mos'eeb -  We see Pat to have been more on the floor.  That we see he was either on the sofa or the chair as he continued to have nervous jerks & reactions from the drug itself.  That we see he moved about or thrashed about for a bit on the floor.  We see these to have been like spasms.

Mos'eeb Questions?

Jenny -  Was the positioning of Pat's body just the way that he fell or did they place him to look like he just fell without catching himself?

Mos'eeb -  They did not place him as they had left before um... they did handle him to some degree, but they did not arrange him per se.  We see that at the point when he was overdosing that they were moving him about or trying to work with him somehow.  We see them touching him, but their intent was not to arrange him in a particular status.  We see more then even at that point the spasms to have continued to move both legs & the arms.  We see even after they left for there to have still been spasms in both the legs & arms & some movement to have occurred of the actual body, Pat, at that point.  We see at one point the one Patrick to still be very quite alive, but in an unconscious state but still having spasms.

Mos'eeb Questions?

Jenny -  Do you think if they'd called 911 Pat would still be alive?

Mos'eeb -  That one is a hard one to answer because we see that ultimately that Pat prior had also in a more spiritual sense brought about circumstances for his own demise or own withdrawal.  We see that there were certain aspects of his life & his circumstances and relationships that he was unhappy with.  We see the intensity of unhappiness had brought about this condition or status quo.  That all death, regardless of circumstances or particulars, are also related to the spirit and the ultimate choice to withdraw and simply to bring about a better opportunity for their own personal evolution and growth. 

Again we see the point that these individuals chose not to call 911, we see that there would have been permanent impairment of the central nervous system.  We see at that point, there had also been much damage, there would have been permanent damage. Possibly even permanent brain damage from the drug per se.  These were not aware of that status quo.  But these were extremely paranoid to have been involved in calling 911 and any involvement in bringing heat or interest in their direction.  These were afraid to just simply make the call, afraid of their voice being recorded.  We see both living a very paranoid or schizophrenic lifestyle.

We will answer one more question then send the one Ra'  back to time and space, so your next question?

Jenny -  Is there anything I can do to help my brother where he is?

Mos'eeb -  To continue to love him, to support him emotionally even as if he were still within reality or the physical reality.  That he has been very traumatized over the grief he has caused all of you.  We see there has been much recognition on his part of how much all of you loved him.  Much beyond his own dreams or awareness. 

That many times it takes circumstances like this to bring about the awareness of that love and support.  Sometimes it is after the fact, when there's not the ability to go back and undo certain mistakes, tragedies.  We see again, his awareness now that he made poor choices in many of his paths toward life and he's now seeing many of those choices caused there to be a rift or separation in his reality and your reality. 

We see your continued support and love, of just you merely sending your love, continuing to talk and converse with him.  As all spirits on this dimension, that we can hear your thoughts as easily as if you might have spoken them.  Conversation, love and support will aid him in his adapting in this reality.  He does have many people about him.  Some are relatives, others are other spirits that he has interacted with in prior lives & others are just spirits in close proximity. 

You do not have to worry that he is alone, as this is an entire reality and spiritual connection.  There are as many people or more here upon this level of living as there are within your dimension and level of living.  He is being well taken care of and attended to.  He was quite emotional.  That the one, Ra', sensed his emotional presence prior to her even connecting with me.  She sensed his emotional presence.  He was almost like a frantic child lost in time and space.  He fears a loss of connection to all of you, to his family perse. 

It would be to his benefit as well as your own benefit to just sent that love.  Be aware of the fact that love permeates time and space regardless of barriers between dimensions.  

Upon that note, we are sending the one, Ra'  back to time and space.  We hope that these informations aid you in your progression of healing and coping of the loss of this loved one, Patrick.

That you in true essence have lost nothing, he is still existant - vibrating, very much alive.  He is merely vibrating beyond your physical sight or the range of sight.  He is still very much alive and healthy.  And upon that note, we are sending Ra'  back to time and space and we thank you.

 

Ra'mona (coming back to conscious reality - breathing more normally - beginning to talk)

Whew....heavy,   heavy!

Background information from Jenny: My brother, Pat, was found dead in his home in Arizona within a week of Labor Day weekend in the year 2000.  We are not sure of the exact date of his death.  We believe him to have died about 5-6 days before he was found.

As I said earlier Ra'mona had no awareness of any of this information before doing this reading.

Pat was the closest to my age in my family.  He was 7 years older than I.  There were seven children total in our family.  Pat and I were the youngest,  I was actually the baby of the family. There were three older brothers and two older sisters.

Pat and I were very close, the best of friends.  I'd say we were the closest of family members.  We hung out, talked on the phone, went to concerts & bars & partied together frequently.

When I got the phone call from my sister, informing me about Pat's death, I inexplicably knew that it was the damn cocaine that caused his death.  My sister told me, "No, we think he had a brain aneurysm."  I told her no, it was cocaine, and I just knew it was.

I can't explain how I knew, I just did.  I felt it.  I also felt or suspected that Manny was there.  And instead of helping my brother, he helped himself to things of value:  cash, Pat's keys to the house and truck, (which were missing as was the cash), drugs, Pat's handgun, (also missing) from his home.  Pat's wallet contained only business cards, his license, some receipts, no cash whatsoever; which is very unlike my brother.  Pat always had lots of cash on him.  Pat also told me that he had several thousand dollars in his sock drawer that he wanted to go to Chris, (his Arizona dad).  The cash was gone from both his wallet and his sock drawer.  I searched the house & the truck and his house keys were nowhere to be found.  His door was not locked like he usually locked it.  There were several things that were out of normalcy for Pat.

Since Pat had been deceased for so long before he was found, the autopsy came back as inconclusive.  It did mention bruising on Pat's abdomen.  I did not know that my brother shot-up until the reading.  It was a surprise, but not unbelievable.  Pat was a troubled alcoholic and drug addict. 

It took 18 months for the toxicology report to come back.  The toxicology report came back positive for a drug overdose.  There were cocaine metabolites, lots of them, found; just as the reading had predicted 1-˝  years earlier. Plus many other chemicals, unknown to me listed.

When I was in Arizona at Pat's house, Manny was the only friend not to stop by the house and give his condolences to me.  While I was there, I found several  IOU's from Manny to Pat totaling several thousand dollars.  The house was clean, not a cigarette butt in any ashtray and Pat was a heavy smoker.

 When I spoke with Pat's friends that had found Pat's body I heard what really happened.  Cory & Aaron had arranged to meet at Pat's house to look for Pat.  Manny came flying out of nowhere and cut them off at Pat's driveway.  Manny was with them while they knocked on doors and windows, trying to get into Pat's house.  They ended up breaking out the window above the kitchen sink. 

Oddly enough, Manny was the first one inside the house.  While Cory & Aaron were looking and calling for Pat, Manny went directly to Pat's body in his bedroom.  Cory had Aaron call 911.  During the mayhem that ensued, Manny left, came back, left, came back and left again.  Manny was gone when the police & coroner arrived.  The police were very suspicious of Manny, his mannerisms, and his disappearance.

Manny's girlfriend lived down the street from Pat.  I never ever met or saw her.  Manny was a drug dealer.  Manny lived with Pat several years before Pat's death; so he knew Pat's habits and stash places.

We did find my mom's wedding ring and Pat's wedding ring.   They were in a coffee cup in his cupboard.  We never found the notebook with notes on his death. 

Pat's handgun is still missing. 

After the reading, I called the Phoenix police department.  Unfortunately when I mentioned the word psychic, I felt the proverbial door shut. Too bad!

 

Jenny's response to her reading after trnscribing this reading:

Luckily, Ra'mona taped the whole reading. I listen to the tape & get something new from it every single time!

I asked questions. Lots of them! And, I got answers. I even spoke with my brother! I have NO DOUBT that it was him. It was not his voice, but it was his: words, phrases, sayings, quirks, & mannerisms, (things that Ra'mona had NO WAY of knowing. Only my brother, his close friends & me knew, (or noticed).

I not only felt that it as worth EVERY penny it cost, but much, much more.

I made copies of the tape for my family; not knowing if they'd be receptive. We grew up Catholic, (not only did we attend Catholic church, but also Catholic schools as well).

Not only has the reading & tape helped me, but everyone who has listened to it: family, friends, & even acquaintances, (who never even knew my brother)--all have been helped with their grief process as well!

I wish I could put into words how much this helped ALL of us. But, I don't have the gift of writing or the vocabulary.

I went from such a state of grief & upset to complete peace of mind. I now know that my brother is not only okay, but that he is not all alone. That he is more with me now,  than when he was still "alive" & when living in Arizona or when he was in Arkansas.

©ra'mona marie 2002